We were thinking of buying a bird and we did a month or so back but it terrified me. I was afraid to open the cage, feed it, clean it, and have anything to do with it. I'm not talking about a big bird just a little parakeet. It came to a point where I didn't even want to see it and so I kept the cover over the cage all the time.
We finally had to give the bird away to my friend who really liked it. I gave her everything I bought for the bird, cage, cover, food, and some other things,
I don't know what it is with me and birds. I remember I used to have nightmares about them when I was a kid. But the bird is in a good home now.